Friday, April 13, 2007

Dreams are...

Today was orientation day, Friday the 13th, @ UMDNJ-SOM. It was quite fun and informative. I'd never think that I would ever be excited to go back to school, but I am. I've been looking forward to it for so long now...it's getting nuts. Anyways, I found out that they're holding prep classes for this upcoming semester in June and I want to attend so as I can get back into the academic swing of things, so Claudio (my roomie) and I need to find a place in the area, pronto. I'm sure going to miss the money I'm making now at work, but hopefully, the loan money would be enough to carry me over.

There are so many nice people at school. So nice that they made my face hurt from smiling all day. June Can't come here fast enough.

On a down note, I got home and decided to take a nap before going to the gym. When I woke up, it was 8:30pm already. So much for working on my fitness. I had a funky dream too, where I was parallel parking my car on a street, on a hill, intersecting another busy street. Lo and behold, I lost control of my car and got hit by another vehicle coming from the street perpendicular to mine, spun me sideways, and rammed me onto another car. By this point, I was freaking out, thinking that it was my fault, that I wouldn't be able to pay for the damages, that I wouldn't have enough money to pay for med school and such. I was on the verge of tears, then my brother and Stitch (my black dog) walk into my room and woke me up just in time for dinner. I was in bed for another 5 minutes trying to convince myself that it wasn't real.

I'm starting to get uber paranoid. So close and yet so far away.

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